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She disturbed my alcohol-induced numbness just by being in the house, making me uncomfortable. Like a gnat buzzing in my ear, I couldn't swat her away. Stella is a very friendly, loving, quiet pooch. Stella has never shown any signs of reactivity with dogs, but does get very excited similar to a puppy and wants to play so always being mindful not all dogs appreciate this, in the house Stella is calm and gentle. Stella will pull on the lead if she sees a cat or squirrel but has never shown any signs of aggression and otherwise walks great and does get excited to go out but will calm down once on a walk. Stella is very house trained, eats at designated meal times, does not beg for food and does not bin raid, counter surf and has never had any accidents in the house. Stella does not show much interest with toys but I have been working on that and occasionally she will love to play with Cheeko running after a ball. Stella is not destructive with toys or with any household items. Stella would need recall training first before letting off the lead, which I am working on at a secure field where she loves to run around, she is a very curious, happy pooch and once you meet Stella you will see how easy she will be to train. Stella is ok to be left during the day but misses her best furry friend Cheeko if he is not there. Stella is amazing on car journeys and at the vets, she will sit very quietly and patiently and absolutely loves a fuss and to say hello. Stella’s favourite thing, other than walks, are cuddles on the sofa, she likes to bury her head into your lap or under your arm and just generally be close as she has a lot of love and affection to give. Stella also loves bath time and will hop in and sit waiting patiently in the tub whilst you bath Cheeko. Having a broken soul is the worst feeling in the world because you are so full of hate that you want to destroy everything. Yet, simultaneously, you are so full of love and happiness that you’d give your life to protect that which you cherish most.
This feeling of being broken is one that I know all too well. It’s the sense that no one can help you, and you will never be whole again. It’s a sadness that cripples you physically and mentally, decreasing your productivity and causing the quality of your life to diminish each day until there seems to be no point in living anymore. Lucy, you can come in. I'm not going to bite." Pointing at the bookshelves, I added, "Help yourself." We chatted for a while longer. I thanked her, and on the drive home I kept glancing at the girl next to me. In every way she looked just like a young girl, yet hidden inside her head was an intelligence I couldn't even comprehend. We slowly wended our way deeper into the trees. At one point, Lucy, from in front of me, said, "Watch out! There's a hole there."You might mistake it for simply having a bad day. But deep down, you know better. Your soul is broken. You’re not at peace with yourself or the world around you. And no therapy or medication will ever heal that hole inside you. Lucy nodded. "Uh-huh." Secretly, she wanted Noah to exercise. He'd lost most of his gut with the flu and looked better for it but needed to lose more. Not eating junk food and not drinking alcohol helped, too. In a book she'd read on heart health and diabetes, it had talked about weight being critical to health. She wanted Noah to be healthy. She thought about Noah as she browsed the bookshelves, munching on her pear. He was a strange man. Knowing what to look for in adults, she hadn't seen anger or violence in him. Not a trace. He just looked lost and lonely most of the time, quiet and soft-spoken. She was slowly relaxing around him, a strange experience. She knew all about erections. She'd researched it after Mr. Nobleton, the foster parent, had made her feel his over his pants, leering at her and telling her how it was going to be her best friend. She'd made a point to read about sex and reproduction and molesting in the local library. She'd read about how sensitive guys testicles were, too. So the next time Mr. Nobleton took her hand and rubbed it on his erection, she'd hit him in his testicles. The beating she got was one of the worst, almost as bad as Mum's drunken beatings.
Sometimes, you don't recognize a broken soul until it's too late. Here are some signs so you can recognize a broken soul next time you encounter one. 1. They have feelings of inadequacy. Sniffing my shirt, I decided my clothes would last another day without offending my sense of smell. I didn't give a damn, anyway.Shoving empty microwave dinner trays aside to clear space on the kitchen table, I told her to sit, and moved to the large refrigerator, tugging the freezer drawer open. With a Hungry Man meal in hand, I tore the box open, shoved the tray into the microwave, and set the timer. At the sink, I rinsed a used glass and filled it with water from the tap, placing it in front of her. She shied away from my hand.
It feels like a heavy weight dragging you down. You have that feeling in your stomach that makes you want to improve yourself, but you’re not sure where to begin because your heart has hurt and broken. She noticed he started wearing the clean clothes she'd washed in the laundry machine with her own. And most mornings, but not every one, he shaved.Having a broken soul is like trying to survive while your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. You feel trapped in a dark place that no one can see except other broken souls. When it’s sunny outside, the birds are chirping, and everyone is happy, you feel like the saddest person on the planet because all those things are meaningless to you. At home, Lucy followed me into the kitchen. I made her hot chocolate and coffee for myself. Lunch could wait. I had questions. Sitting at the kitchen table, I asked, "Tell me the truth, Lucy. How did you know?" Coffee mug in hand, real coffee this time, I went in search, finding her on another couch, curled up asleep in her red anorak. Reaching out, I touched her shoulder. As a flood of tears arrived, I drew her onto my lap and hugged her. "Don't be sorry. I think it's fascinating. What visions did you have?"
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