ATTENTION LITTLES & MIDDLES: If you look carefully, you might see my toes peeking thru in the pictures. Can you find “MadameSamanthaB’s” toes? Attending Spanking Parties a.m. I start sobbing. I think my period is coming, maybe? Call Mom and tell her I can’t make it today. Instead Boyfriend and I have a long heart-to-heart about balancing each other’s needs. Then we spend the day walking around the Union Square holiday market before coming home and watching Bridesmaids. At one point I tease him playfully, and he goes to mark a demerit on the fridge. I tell him I am really not in this mood for that today. p.m. Therapist asks if I’m physically afraid of him hurting me. I tell her of course not. Boyfriend has a temper, but I trust he would never hit me unless it was kinky and/or sexual in some way. She asks if I would tell her if I was physically afraid of him ever. I say of course. Still, this question annoys me. But I guess she is just being a good therapist, right?

If you believe that marks and bruises are a necessary component of your spanking experience, I have no problem doing that. However, if you just want a spanking that will leave you a nice shade of red without deep marks, I can do that as well.

As I gradually climbed over Ms. Sarah's lap, I anguished for what she was about to do to my bottom. Her utter voice inside my ear telling me why I was being punished was emberrible. I hated to disappoint my mentor. The spanks delivered to my bottom were amazing though! I never felt so close to someone in my whole entire life. Ms. Sarah's hand spankings were desirable and unforgettable at the same time. As Ms. Sarah finished spanking my bare bottom she respectfully motioned Ms. Dana to take her turn with me.

p.m. Goddamn it. The 8:00 showing for A Dangerous Method is all sold out. Michael Fassbender spanking Keira Knightley would be the perfect way to end this perfect day. I was made to lean over the bed and await my fate of being strapped by two women at the same time. The stings of the strap immediately rained down on my bottom. I screamed out in pain, even cussing horrible language. I thought I was going to get my mouth washed out with soap for using such profane language. But Ms. Dana and Ms. Sarah let me release my deepest guilt and allowed me to shout out what ever came to my mind. p.m. We walk around SoHo, where he points out a photographer selling a photo of a woman’s bare butt. Both of us are horny now. p.m. One of my co-workers is raving about the actor Ezra Miller, who I have to admit is a cutie … wait, he’s 18?! I feel ashamed.Heading out of the ballroom on my way to the bathroom, I was waylay-ed by FunAllowed. He is a known commodity in the East, but a new Top to me. He was distressed Would I mind assisting him with Three Naughty Girls! There they were, each with pants down bent over a table side by side. They began to giggle (especially the middle one) and I knew his need for my help outweighed any bladder issue I might have had and immediately got to work! It is hard to imagine that after almost 30 years of attending spanking &/or kinky parties, I am never bored! And that fact is still true for this “kinkster” even after attending what I found out was the last July party for the Crimson Moon organization.

I nervously got up from Ms. Sarah's lap and dragged my feet slowly to Ms. Dana's right side. When Ms. Dana took my left shoulder in her hand and brought me down upon her thighs my stomach trembled in fear. Before I knew it, Ms. Dana's hand was pounding down on my bottom like no return. Her unforgettable voice telling me why I was being punished will never be forgotten. When the hand spanking was over I was made to show each of them my red bottom. Then both of them agreed that my bottom was not red enough and it was time for the strap.a.m. Crap. We spent way too much time in bed this morning. We both have to shower. I have a catch a train to my parents’ house in the suburbs in, like, an hour. Roommate texts me about paying the bills. Am thinking about Boyfriend and our fight on Friday night. Feel totally, completely, utterly overwhelmed. The best part was that though we didn’t “know” each other, each person had that “familiar smile.” That glimmer I see at every party & know only too well. A smile of sheer joy at the opportunity to act out a fantasy for real! How to Spank Girls Safely Though pictures are frowned upon at parties like this. My reputation for asking permission, showing only faces that want to be seen and presenting interesting quality images has thankfully granted me a special place to document our truly extraordinary play. These pics are both for our own gratification (Pinch me… did I really get to do that?) and perhaps for those with fantasies considering crossing over to the real experience! This post (& probably several more to come) will include images from scenes I was fortunate enough to be a part of in one way or another. Capturing some of them meant I was given VIP permission to stand right in the middle of a scene in progress. It is an honor I do not take lightly. These images will give the subjects proof that it really happened and their audience a view most never get to see. her last spanking, which occured when she was 18 years old. (contributed by jan) - In her biography debby